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Stella
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Licky Wednesday, November 25, 2009
'Baby are down down down down down...'Down I am really troubled now, and not over trivial matters. You know, life has never been only about rainbows, bunnies and what not. Happiness will never last. One minute you're feeling contented, the next thing you know, people change, promises get broken, the tables turn. The only thing that never changes, is the fact that everything changes. I blame them for not handling things well, and letting us pick up the pieces. Yet, I'd rather be selfless, bear with the consequences and adapt to the situation than let more people suffer because of my selfishness. I am strong, or at least I believe so, but I'm still not strong enough for this. I can control only how I appear outside, but inside, everything's tearing apart. It's really hard to elucidate things here. I want to just type every single detail and not talk in such generic terms but I can't. There's no point anyway, typing things here won't solve the problem and may even agravate things. *sigh What you care about most, can also hurt you the most. Sometimes I wonder then, why do I bother caring? Why should I even allow such people into my life? Now, I really really need God to guide me. Or anybody even, who can tell me for sure the right thing to do. |