poof

2010-04-24T02:42:00.001+08:00

Byebye blogger.

beigelights.livejournal.com

It's a new solace.

Hi Lijun, this is for you (=

2010-03-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

"Do not let the world make you hard
Do not let the pain make you hate.
Take pride that even though everyone else may disagree,
You'd still think that the world is a beautiful place."

This is the second time this quote is typed here.

I know you're going though a tough stage of your life. You may not fully appreciate this quote, but this quote helped me a lot, really.

2010-02-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

MMMMmmmm I really really want to change my hairstyle. It's been like that since forever. But I'm not adventurous enough!

Should I just turn to wigs?

Nah, Singapore's weather will melt it. Did I mention how effing warm it is today. and yesterday.

Okay obviously I'm crapping here trying to escape that GP essay that was due on friday. Now I really have to get back to work.

NAPFA's on thursday!! T_T

when skies turn grey

2010-02-27T00:54:00.007+08:00

I like days like these when I can ask myself, 'Can life get any better than this?' I mean, I know it definitely can; things are not as rosy, but I'm feeling really contented and strong mentally.

School has been much more interesting and bearable, probably cos our teachers are opening up more to us. I've been rather motivated and have been completing my work! Street is as usual fun, but it's getting even better- no stress from danceworks, and the juniors are cute like hell. haha. And my family and friends give me all the love and encouragement I need to keep me going.

Well nothing's perfect, not 1 aspect is perfect, but I'm contented as of now. I'm really appreciating this balance.

Not to mention my current ongoing obsession with s90!
(wth, xiaxue gets it free but I pay so much for it! I want!)

Today

was a great day!

BB-q at the school canteen, like last year.

Still having fun with 'avatar' effects

Part of the haze comes from the canteen.

Met up with some e1 peeps after that.

Dionne kept trying to take unglam shots of JH. This one was most unglam I think?

more photos

2010-02-21T23:03:00.011+08:00

BB12's gift to me =)

Miss them loads, miss orientation loads. I kinda wonder if it's because I miss last year too- all the freshness and new environment and new opportunities...

anyway, new colour up!

It's baby blue now. Idk why but my whole jaw hurts like during the first month of braces.

Lots of overdue photos

TAKE 5

Totally sandsational
So much better than last year's one. Got to spend time with my class and og. =)

I'm giving up on sunblock already. It doesn't work at all.

Amanda pulls on grass when she's pissed. haha scary girl!

HAHAHHAHHAAHAHHA jia ni is super cute

Love my super camwhore class!

Played pool for the first time. fun!

Bong's the pro.

GLAM.

excited sing yee

20 Feb

the day s90 landed in my hands. beautiful day~

Mum

Dondon/ Yoyo

Such a babe

everybody loves red

Jun hao the pig who ate for the whole night.

i like blue too.

plog= photo blog

2010-02-21T02:39:00.005+08:00

31 Jan
Some random shopping session

6 Feb
Dinner with Jie and A korkor

Photo's from Alvin's DSLR

Dined at this cool place

CNY 2010

Reunion dinner (=

Day1

Day2

lurrrvve the glitter =D

hahahahaha MICHAEL HELLO!

Suddenly

2010-02-09T21:01:00.004+08:00

It's been quite a long time! I'm back, a while after orientation '10 is over. I'm still suffering from mild withdrawal symptoms (post orientation disorientation) and the aftermath of missing lessons for a total of 5 days. Nonetheless I did not regret anything and I'm so thankful for my wonderful OG!

With my funky co-OGLs.

Omg the whole process was darn shit ass fun. From the preparation to the actual thing, every moment was just so super enjoyable (even when I lost my voice)! Really a great bunch of people. I believe everyone agreed that this year's orientation was a lot better than the other years'. I'm not sure if the j1s enjoyed everything but I'm pretty sure I did.

I'll be back with more photos after the CNY break.
Next up, Take 5 and ANG BAOOOOOOSSS!

2010-01-20T00:11:00.002+08:00

Whooooooo lovin' school now! Well okay not totally. I've been busy busy and nothing but busy. Tong said something which made a lot of sense,"in this school you can't possibly have nothing to do". I haven't felt this motivated to mug like hell in damn long. It's been what, 2 weeks into school and i feel as if A's are next week. It's so freaky! Anyway Open House has come and gone, at lightning speed as usual. Next up, orientation!! Whoooooo can't wait for that, it's gonna be so exciting!

I'll post up photos from open house once i can be bothered to use my laptop (:

2010-01-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

Life has been rather kind to me these 5 days into the new year. I'm liking the hectic lifestyle that I have now, even though it's really stressing me out a lot- I haven't touched my holiday homework, yes I know, don't have to remind me how screwed I am. It's been Street, Open House and Orientation (plus quite a lot of going out). It's very very hectic, but I like it because I get a sense of achievement while doing things, and plus, being busy keeps my mind off many things.
I still have some photos in my phone waiting to be uploaded, but, I'm lazy.

Can't wait to perform and befriend on open house day, can't wait for orientation, can't wait to work hard.

2010's a year of great enjoyment, discipline and mugging!

Countdown and everything else

2010-01-05T21:00:00.005+08:00

HELLO 2010

EPIC.

My Barney nails- Jo's newest colours.

I was really starting to get sleepy then.

But no, I don't get it. My friends never allow me to sleep. They try all sorts of methods like pouncing on me, thinking that I would wake up. TRY HARDER hahaha

My retarded gals. Don't worry, I'll forgive you both for disturbing my sleep and being such kukus in the new year.

sayonara 2009

2009-12-30T23:44:00.011+08:00

I can't believe this photo was taken last year this time! Feels like just yesterday that we just finished our O's, started holidaying and counting down to 2009. Now, we're counting down to 2010 and the big A's are coming!

Gonna spend the whole day out tomorrow, so I thought I should start my reflections and stuff now!

So yup, 2009 is really one freaking eventful year. Where should I begin?

The first 22 friends I made in RJ- my OG. Great bunch of people. Though we're not the most united group, we made the effort to keep in touch, meeting up once in a while and that's really good enough.

Then I had my class- 10SO3R. Went through really quite a lot together. Spent almost all my breaks with them, and because majority are girls, it's rather easy to bond together. Especially during class camp and class chalet, I enjoyed myself so much!

I was really quite worried that I might not get into a CCA, not to mention a proper/high-profile CCA. But then I got into Street. At that time, it was really the best moment of my life. Haha the journey hasn't been smooth really. I wanted to quit so many times because everything was so tough. Schedules, pracs, politics/competition and even just simple dancing became so hard to manage. Somehow I managed to press on because of all the encouragement I got. Now my CCA has turned into a way of life. We spend so much time together trying to perfect each and every performance and still improving and helping each other.

Never thought that I'd be this close with my PW group too. That's also the result of spending like really almost everyday together. Close enough to go shopping together, chatting over the stupidesttt things, talking crap and camwhoring. I know many other PW groups are this close to each other, but considering how ALL our personalities crashed and what kind of first impressions we had of each other, I think we're amazing.

Through all these changes and new environments, I'm really glad that my friends still stuck with me and really pull me through this tough year.

Liyan! I think we barely met up more than 6-7 times this year, but it seems like nothing's changed! I'm so thankful that we still hang out like last year. Yes, we were friends only last year but we know so much about each other. Amazing too!

And I'm also super glad for this bunch of buddies. Time just fly when we meet up. I forget all my troubles and really just focus on having fun. And I know at the end of the day, they'll just be there!

2009 was a growing-up year for me. I don't know how to even elaborate how much I've wisen up seriously. I see things from a different view, grew even more cynical (good and bad?), took a big roundabout to learn that simplicity is beauty, and basically learn to appreciate people better.

2009 is over, just like that, gone with the wind. I'm not sure if I can embrace the coming year like how I should anymore. I'm not intending to set any resolutions, because I usually only fulfill maybe 40% of what I aim to? Now I'll only focus on goals!

I'm gonna be super disciplined and study hard (& dance hard too)!

With an empty heart

2009-12-28T00:24:00.007+08:00

12 Dec
Squeezing in town attempting to take photos with christmas trees.

Diffused glow always makes photos feel like the Disneyland hologram viewer. =)

Tennis ball-sized rochers, anyone?

*squeals!

*squeals even more!

I only like Paragon's and Tang's decorations. I don't even like the ones on the streets, too overdone. Christmas decorations should only have pretty lights and a simple tree!

18 Dec
Steamboating is good.

Christmas eve steamboat (again)

This (I assume) awesome, chocolatey, delicious, mouthwatering and exotic (there was rojak fruit with chilli powder!) log cake that I couldn't eat.
Just the saddest thing in the world.

I was trying out with my sis, how to smile without revealing braces.

I ended up with only constipated smiles like that.

A few days back:

hahahhaalovethisauntydressimustbegettingoldanditsfreakingexpensivefromtopshop

butgotitintheendhahahacosmymumpaidsoimhappy

and just yesterday, i was feeling shitty but i found an awesome way relieve those emotions.

HAIRCURLING!

Experimented with Char's new christmas present from her sis (omg lucky like hell she got a curler set omgomgomg).

Quite awesome for a first timer right!

(you can see how straight her before-hair was in the previous photo)

It was sooooo fun to curl hair hahaha if only I had friends with very long hair (till the butt) haha it'll be so much more fun!

That's it for now tata

Say hello to Braceface

2009-12-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

Check out the colours so christmassy

Merry Christmas everyone!

It may not be such a bad idea afterall

2009-12-20T21:34:00.005+08:00

Will you get the sore feeling when someone important can survive quite well without you, you can't survive without him/her but it's really only one-sided?
I don't like this feeling because there's not much you can do about but, only feel sour. It may even apply to your closest loved ones.

I dreamt I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cos no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving, when I'm done here

So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learnt to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learnt to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

This song is just it

2009-12-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

I woke up feeling horrible and emotional, so i'm here blogging about miserable stuff with my bunny ipod. Life, lately, has been really tiring and i've been exhausting my brain juices non stop. I'm still so young! Who would have thought that i'd need to think about such complicated stuff? Have you ever experienced the feeling of your life falling apart, like seriously every aspect of it screwed up (and you're not even completely responsible for it, mostly picking up the shit that people left for you)? Like peeling the banana skin little by little but all you're left with is the half rotten flesh.

Sigh, everytime after i type so much, i dont feel any better in fact i feel that it's even more pointless since everything is already like that, ranting and whining would just make me sound like a pathetic spoilt brat who can't take hardships/setbacks whatever.

I just wish i was more religious i guess, so that i can be more sure of what i'm praying and know that some higher power up there is actually protecting or helping me.

On a lighter note, maybe my stupid erratic mood swings/ emotions are due to the lack of normal solid food in my digestive system. I feel like such a baby, going for extractions, eating porridge and mashed up liquid food and salivating uncontrollably. Hahaha i need kfc! Not that i was ever a big fan of kfc but i've been craving for hard crispy chicken!! And the antibiotics makes my tongue taste like plums.

It's the holidays but i don't feel the festive spirit at all. No mood for chrostmas, big hangouts no mood for anything. Char's not here too (stupid girl i miss you! Better come back now now now!) and i'm just trying to keep busy and keep my mind off * and food. Shopping is really effective though, retail therapy always works especially with the right company! Had like a major shopping spree with sophia and it was so super rewarding! Now i've really finished my end-of-the-year-shopping-fund that i've been saving for the whole year. And i'm not regretting any buy because they are all super worth it.

Okay i really feel sleepy so ciao goodnight!

This ends tonight

2009-12-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

Phew that sickening bloody hidden tooth is finally out! Had the surgery yesterday and I was scared to my wits!
It wasn't as traumatic as the doctor said... All that injecting, drilling and what not. Sounds mad scary but it didn't hurt that bad because of the injections, only that hurt.
Now I'm waiting for the rest of the extractions

=)

Only Maybe

2009-12-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

Because when you start asking yourself whether certain things are worth it or not, you inevitably question your own judgement. You begin to think whether your whacked up mind is even sane to begin with. You doubt people around you, their intentions, because this world is just so fucking convoluted, everybody just wants to have the greatest profits at the expense of others. Humans, afterall.

I'm really tired of all these. It was just 3 days, and the world collapsed.

If only people never woke up from their sleep.

The edges burn like snow

2009-11-27T15:46:00.003+08:00

They say, 'Plagiarism is the greatest form of flattery'. As honoured as I am by your flattery, whatever you did is madly rude. It's not the first time, and I'm really curious, why the sudden lack of originality, individuality and most of all, COURTESY?
Did you experience what I did? (I think not.) I don't suppose you even fathom the meaning of my posts.
I don't blog for a living, but my posts still hold significance to me because I create them with sincerity and my emotions. You used to pride your blog so much (and that's really cool) but why reproduce mine in your name? No quotation marks, no credits, no gratitude.
There's a thin line between plagiarism, imitation, admiration, idolism, and fake. Which do you belong in?

*

I just read from somewhere,

Do not let the world make you hard
Do not let the pain make you hate
Take pride that even though everyone else may disagree
You'd still believe that the world is a beautiful place

Someone told me somewhat this too. And I guess that's how he remained so pure and innocent, and not jaded, like me. Who would have known that participating in such a rat race could make people so bitter.

Down

2009-11-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

'Baby are down down down down down...'

I am really troubled now, and not over trivial matters. You know, life has never been only about rainbows, bunnies and what not.

Happiness will never last. One minute you're feeling contented, the next thing you know, people change, promises get broken, the tables turn. The only thing that never changes, is the fact that everything changes.

I blame them for not handling things well, and letting us pick up the pieces. Yet, I'd rather be selfless, bear with the consequences and adapt to the situation than let more people suffer because of my selfishness. I am strong, or at least I believe so, but I'm still not strong enough for this. I can control only how I appear outside, but inside, everything's tearing apart.

It's really hard to elucidate things here. I want to just type every single detail and not talk in such generic terms but I can't. There's no point anyway, typing things here won't solve the problem and may even agravate things. *sigh

What you care about most, can also hurt you the most. Sometimes I wonder then, why do I bother caring? Why should I even allow such people into my life?

Now, I really really need God to guide me. Or anybody even, who can tell me for sure the right thing to do.

Why

2009-11-22T16:21:00.004+08:00

Coordinating 2 class chalets at the same time is seriously tough work man. I never expected such fate to befall on me. It gets super annoying when people don't pick up calls/reply messages/go missing.

I'm quite worried that I may end up having to pay for the extra costs that no one will pay (and, i'm such a miser hahhaha). And if like only 10 people turn up like in my dream... Holy cow disaster!

Disappointing, we didn't camwhore enough (believe it or not) and only 1 photo was presentable.

I'd rather spend my time with people who would appreciate my presence more.

Secrets

2009-11-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today, was just plain AWESOME!
Now, it's time for my ranting. I'm so sorry for having to bitch about it here, but I don't really have anywhere else to be whiney. Yes, YOU. You are so good natured. I quite liked you at first (in a platonic way).
OGL Dry run was hell tiring but gosh, it's fun to the max! I'm looking forward to the next dry run surprisingly. I gotta admit though, this whole week I've really neglected my studies. It's been street, lectures, street, more street, even more street, OGL...
Until I knew how cynical you really are and how you hated humanity. I know we all need a good slap in the face to realise the detrimental effect we have on the earth blar blar, but please, we all need to surive isn't it? Do you need to be so extreme? Everyone has something they're passionate about, and I respect that you have that burning passion inside you, but can you please understand that nobody needs to think the same way as you and you're not right all the time.
By the way, the performance at RG prom was really screwed, and it wasn't even our fault! So I don't feel that upset whatever but the AV people totally ruined everything. Song, lighting, ending, gosh so embarrassing. Hopefully photos will be up soon. Next up is Open House item!
It's just human nature can't you just get a life? You can go be your Mr. All-About-The-Environment for all I care, just stop doing whatever you're doing. It's getting on my nerves, and irritating the shit out of me. It doesn't even help when you act like *. I think I'm probably the only ridiculous one to think that of you while the others are worshipping you for your oh-so-kind-heart but I don't care anymore. I can't pretend to be nice to you while cursing you inside. I'm not as nice as you. okay end of bitching. gahhh I actually feel guilty for typing all that, I'm really an ass.

NOVEMBER for now

2009-11-18T00:13:00.016+08:00

Can anyone believe that it's actually already November? I still stuck at like, June or something. hahaha November's the PW month because I probably spent like 13 out of 18 days with my group, preparing for OP, shopping etc etc.

02 Nov 09
Shopping after a failed attempt at shooting our very own documentary at Changi Airport. Everybody stared, and it was a crazy day.

Meo loves winter clothes =D

04 Nov 09

Charboomz house, webcamming and slacking are the best 2 things to do

Look at my alien head grow! Gotta love that huge head.

This girl has crazy number of shades!

See what I mean....

We're so crazy, we play with plastic bags. -.-

Some other PW day, webcamming again. haha

Gotta love my huge head here too!

This is DA BOOMZ!!

couldn't stop laughing at all the camwhoring photos!
And I'm ~~not~~ sorry Meo VN Moo & SH for posting our unglam photos!

Another PW day...

at SLICE! YUM!

15th Nov 09

Went on a shopping spree with Meo and VN!

It was super fruitful cos we vain girls spent so much on sooo many things! It was mad shopping, and 'mad' is truly an understatement. Love my buys, love even the things that I couldn't buy, ~~love~~ hate killer heels and love the girls!

Why isn't it -10 degrees celsius in sg!!! =(

LOVE that skirt that I couldn't buy =(

LOVE all the wooly jackets and winter clothes that can never be worn in sg

THE KILLER HEELSsssss

love how VN and I are taller than Meo.

I realised I look so fierce.

THE best pair of heels evaaar! So surprisingly comfy, but not surprisingly ex.

Meo liked my bracelet and bought a matching one!

OCTOBER

2009-11-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

No photos for September, unless you want my PW photos (i.e. Mohammad Sidique Khan the London suicide bomber and Osama etc)
hahahah October's great!

07 Oct 09
End of Promos and Priscilla's birthday!
Went out and watched the Ugly Truth

Super strawberries that were so super juicy and fresh!!

Some other day, lepat-ing at Jo's place.

17th OCt 09

Vianne's house for PW. Awesome birthday eve, Jaejoong "sang me" happy birthday! =D hahahhaha

We need many laptops just to do OP.

18 October will get a special post =] hahhaa

AUGUST

2009-11-17T22:03:00.013+08:00

1st Aug 09
Caught the National Day Parade preview with Priscilla! (Thanks for the ticket again!)

With the huge eye. Kinda cool!

People waste money firing fireworks when it's still bright..

LOVE THE BAND (and the air force omg)

I was so super patriotic that day. Propaganda!!

I loved this cube thingy. There were times it looked like a chocolate bar hahaa

Those red things are the floating red heart shape balloons! Wasting money again, because they could have given the balloons to me instead of releasing them into space!

And I was quite sure the stage exploded into flames...

See the star!

And no, I did not take these photos from elsewhere. I took these photos with my camera! It takes awesome fireworks photos right!

08 Aug 09

Celebrated Charboomz's (lol) birthday 1 day in advance

Location: Sentosa

The chaota Angel Food cake I baked (from the mix) hehehe they wanted to be this tanned.

Nobody said you couldn't cover yourself from the sun right?

My lifesavers for the day.

*forgot the date*

The last day of Aikido

28th Aug 09

Teachers' Day performance

Batch '09!

Celebration dinner afterwards

30th Aug 09

Went back to OLGC and saw lots of old friends!

(love my camera + a bit of photoshop! [= )

The bestest Chinese teacher ever! She helped me get an A* for PSLE, but I dont know what ever happened to me after that... =(

The very pretty and all new Garden Of Peace!

31st Aug 09

Went back to HOME =]

I love everything there

I know this is so extremely late, but I'd still want to post photos from long ago, just for memories sake =]

IF you judged

2009-11-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today's quite a nice day =]

I absolutely love the weather nowadays! It's just perfect for everything, studying, dancing, talking, and most importantly, sleeping. Even though that also increases the tendency of us dozing off during lectures (which the school should stop already?! We deserve a break by now), and waking up late for school. LUUUUUUVVVV IT!

I also loved the talking/slacking session today with the girls, it was such effortless ramblings and time just flew again.

Had prac afterwards and nothing beats dancing and sweating everything away in this cold weather.

Life is kind these days. =]

oh no wait, I said it too soon, there's still chem test tmr wth.

spinning cobwebs

2009-11-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Gosh! What has it been, almost 4 months?

Sorry to have abandoned this space, I've been so preoccupied with everything else. It's hard to imagine how life can just zoom past you like that!

I have so much to say now, and I actually have the time! There's a shitload of things to do, still, i.e. upload 4 months worth of photos, reflections for 2009 (this is a must!) ............

And did I mention that PW is really over, for real? =D

This is so bittersweet though, I'm really glad that I won't need to face my laptop for 20 hours a day picking at nitty gritty details and font sizes and colours, but I'm so attached to my group, I actually feel weird not seeing them for a day. Days that we meet up every single day for WR and OP, times when we freak out and scream and laugh, all the moments spent on analysing and evaluating and generating ideas... If only I documented every of that.

Thank you, RJ098 for making this arduous journey so fun and enjoyable.

I'll be back with more. LOTS MORE. ;D

2009-07-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

I should really consider sleeping at 2am every night.

"Smile more, smile till you cry."

2009-07-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

Today is such a tiring but fulfilling day, I'm happy! Slept for only 4 hours last night because I was up finishing transcripts and went to school with puffy eyes! I actually still managed to stay awake and pay attention during math tutorial and lecture, PW and GP! But I slept like a cow in the library before OGL interview. hahaha

Anyway, transcripts are shit! I don't know how my Geog tutor managed to type transcripts for so many long videos without a single error! I took 4 hours just to type a 20++ minutes recording. -.- Well that professor had sucha curling tongue accent, I'm quite amazed that we actually understood him during the interview.

OGL interview was not as bad as I imagined it to be, thank goodness for the mix up.

Had dance prac for 3 hours today! Hamzah literally went mad with the non stop drilling. It was fun nonetheless. With the muffins and singing and all.

Maybe I should sleep at 2 more often, maybe tired days are less stressful.

But I'm really really droopy now!!

"Actually you're really nice, but you like to put on a brave front."

2009-07-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

It's really not an easy task- to try to make the fullest of life while trying to enjoy it.
There's so much to balance, so much to do, having little time is but an easy excuse to get away with things, but such a convenient reason to procrastinate.
Everyone has the same 24 hours a day, yet some can achieve so much more. Why the difference?

I think it's the discipline.

I also need someone to guide me along, tell me the right things to do, lead me to the epitome of self control, and help me stay sane before I lose myself.

negative thoughts negative thoughts negative thoughts.

2009-07-23T20:51:00.003+08:00

School is becoming increasingly bearable these days! (I know right, it's about time..)
minus the fact that we got back our CT results slip which reminded me how badly I've done, and minus the fact the I'll be effing stressed out by everyone else...
I'm comforted by all the great people around me. Even dreadful things like PW-ing and doing chemistry don't seem so bad now. I like the feeling of accomplishment when I get things done. Oh how long have I not had that feeling?
Well long enough for me to slack so much.

It's really quite weird not seeing my sis for so long, and not talking and disturbing and distracting her. It's good practice i guess, for what's about to come. Gotta get used to this soon, or everything might just come crashing down again. Saturday come already!

There'll be a total of 4 hours of chem tomorrow! T_T

"You have no idea how much talking helps. I mean, talking is really such a miraculous solution to all problems!"
And for the first time, I actually think you spoke something with your conscience and sincerity. haha

2009-07-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

I seem to get very sleepy around 6-8pm, but when the clock strikes 10pm, bring on the work man!
It's bad though, I have late nights and my eyebags and rings never gonna go away =(

PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW

2009-07-18T13:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I ask myself why do I bother. I try, make things better to the best of my ability, but some people will just go like, "k what's this weirdo doing.." and to think I was really having hopes.
Then when I try again, my efforts become futile cos they just can't be bothered.
why the hell do I keep trying??

Great people, but sometimes they're just not in the same frequency. I think I can talk to them, but it's like, I don't really know what they're thinking?
this is just making me more insecure about everything, worrying about things i never knew existed.
I don't want this to be stagnant.

I really should have known better.

Blasting my eardrums with cold hard rock songs really helps, I let loose, let my inner self go crazy, then return to this cold cold world, and face the society's music with my deaf ear.

the zest

2009-07-13T19:42:00.002+08:00

How was 13th July?
a) I went to school at 11am
b) Grace baked super yumilicious out-of-the-world cupcakes
c) I finally tried Macdonald's cinnamon melts (which was saccharine at first, but became too much)
d) I'm "allergic" to oranges (haha)
e) All of the above.

Answer: (e)

Over dinner, grandma told me that she couldn't sleep last night because mummy told her how badly I've done. Gosh. Really, one of the few reasons why I chose this school was because she said she would be damn proud of me. Now I feel twice triple quadruple the guilt.
WHY WHY WHY DIDN'T I STUDY HARDER =(((((((

CONCENTRATION

2009-07-12T20:24:00.004+08:00

I need all the discipline pills that I can get my hands on. Really, never in my whole sixteen odd years of living have I seen such horrendous results. Two words- totally screwed. I can't even seem to find a reasonable excuse to make myself feel better.

So I promised myself to be a no-lifer.

heh, I just went out today again. Buffet lunch.

ohhhhh the guilt.

So many times I've told myself about self control, it's not working!

2009-07-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I'm actually feeling sad over MJ's death. I didn't think that I would really be affected by the death of someone I didn't know. He was seriously such a good performer!

am i supposed to forgive you, now?

Suck the horn

2009-07-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today's officially the start of lessons, it wasn't as dreadful as I thought it would be. School was quite enjoyable- had 3hours break right after bio lecture and we watched movies in the library! Caught Along Came Polly with Pris and it was sick! And I bought my CUSTARD HORN!! =)

tht's all.
i'm freaking out for PW.
T.T

Okaeri

2009-07-06T02:39:00.006+08:00

It's 3am and I'm not asleep yet! How am I gonna wake up at 6am from Tuesday onwards? Even though school's started, because of the CTs I could still sleep in till about 10am, so now I'm really getting worried for myself.
For now, I'm gonna puke out all the random photos from long ago and make your server hang. hahaah

I've been meeting and catching up a lot with 4e1-rians this weekend. I know it's unhealthy and it may just waste all my efforts in trying to fit into the raffles culture, but everything just feels so back-to-normal and so sec 4-rish. I'm really glad that I'm not the only who feels this way too, and that I'm not alone regarding this. I thought everyone would be caught up in their own fun lives that I was the only who felt that way, about the college friends vs sec sch friends thing. I do love my jc friends, I also love my sec sch friends immensely.

So on Saturday night, I met up with Samuel Beatrice and Travis to do up Lijun's farewell scrapbook. It was so "i-don't-know-how-to-describe-kind-of" fun. We laughed our hearts out and everything just felt so in place. Especially when we were cutting this photo (probably photo of the year) and made even more exciting and unglamorous discoveries!

If this were a picture for our olvls oral, we would have never ending things to say!!
(LOL, LMAO, HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA *inserts all possible laughing emoticons)

We did spend a lot of time and effort and considering the guys' artistic capabilities, it was really a very pretty scrapbook! hahah hope you liked it Lijun.

I laughed quite hard when I took this picture too!

Today was the farewell party at Donovan's house, we had good food and mahjong and chitter chatter. I'm somehow forever in a bitch gang no matter when I go. =/

This proves I am a bitch. =/

I tried the new banditto pocket today! I couldn't tell the difference though.

At this point I really feel rather tired but I shall blog on.

3rd July Friday

Amanda's performance at Hing Hwa Methodist.

Awesome stuff! I slept for less than 5 hours the previous night so I thought I would sleep through the musical, but I didn't! Amanda rocked the stage yo!

Met Pris at Bugis before going for the performance to shop shop. We walked around Iluma in search of pretty stuff. AND WE REALLY SAW A LOT. But I made a vow to stop spending on retail therapy. At the end of the expedition, I got a lipgloss, and pris got 2 dresses I think.

We wanted to get flowers for Amanda but there weren't any florists in the vicinity! We ended up buying 5 chuppachups and tied them with the shopping bag handle- a very bad attempt at "flower arrangement".

Pris and Vanessa!

"Mindy" The Small thing!

2nd July Thursday

After CTs and celebrating Justina's birthday
Resh, Pris Justea and I headed to Pizza Hut for early dinner after our last paper! Felt like heaven, really, after having gone through the tormenting papers.

We caught Transformers! The movie totally deserved more than the shitty half star! The computer effects and all that were awesome, I laughed like nuts during the super long movie, even though it wasn't exactly a comedy, I just had my laughing gas. I couldn't even remember why I laughed so hard immediately after the movie.

We then headed to Ben & Jerry's and had ice cream as Justina's birthday cake!

Chocolate Banana, Strawberry Cheesecake and some chocolate flavour, with whipped cream, chocolate sauce and m&ms~~

yumssssss

26th June Friday

It was a good day of cheap and delicious food.

BUT.

super sinful =(

Liyan and I discovered rather cheap and simple and cute desserts at the coffeeshop near the library.
Brownie with ripple ice cream and banana crumble with fresh bananas and ripple ice cream.

Then travelled all the way to Thomson because Char said there was good food there.

Price was alright luh, considering the place and all. The food was really yummy!!

I don't know why but I just love taking photos of food, only to make me feel hungrier when I look at them. hahaha

Then we walked to IceKimo for ice cream, AGAIN! twice in a day, super guilty!

She said this staircase had a very "hong kong" feeling.

o.O
Nostalgic much?

And this was really good and cheap for homemade ice cream. We had durian, mango, and coffee (i think,) ice cream, and they really took about an hour to melt. Seriously! Somewhat like willy wonka's never melting ice cream. ahahaha we sat there and read magazines and how this woman discovered that her husband was gay.

23rd June Tuesday

Amanda cleverly set this photo as my handphone's wallpaper -.-

I GOT SUCH A SCARE. lol

Finally, someone shorter than me desperately trying to look taller.

hahah thanks amanda!

18 June Thursday

Supposedly class outing to Kallang Leisure Park for ice skating, but so little people turned up in the end. Had fun nonetheless.

30 June D Day just came by and gone. Surprisingly, it really seemed like any other day. had 2 papers and my mind was just in a blank, couldnt exactly focus on anything, but nothing was wrong. Now that D Day is seriously over, everything's as fixed as fossils, but nothing's settled nor changing for the better. In fact it's taking a harder toll on Jie and I. Talking to people no longer helps because we will never know what's the right thing to do, neither can anyone totally understand. I would appreciate it so much maybe if we didn't know so much or cared so much. Maybe everything might not be so tough if we were heartless.

okay now I'm really really tired. oyasiminasai!

HARD TO DENY THE AWESOMENESS

2009-06-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

4e1 BBQ
good times good times, major ketchups (catch up, duh) and good food.
yums to super nua bananas and chocolates!

*

Sleezy day with mich and lilian.
woke up at the time i was supposed to meet them. whooops!
Intended to study at coffee bean, but just give it up, there's no such thing as study on an early saturday morning with pals around!
ended up chit-chatting, gossiping, listening to music and shopping. haha

Our first MEGA BIG ice blended caramel!

candid or not?

And yesterday, I finally found my plain-single-coloured-freaking-cheap backpack!!!

i am super duper happy because i've combed almost the whole of sg in search of it but it's always either super patterned or super ex or in an unsuitable material.

HAHAHA super happy!

if you have a problem with my face, conplain to my mummy, bitching will not help.

last anni

2009-06-16T20:07:00.004+08:00

tutored for cousins. O's were scary.

day out with mummy and sophia again tomorrow, it's becoming an annual thing. hahaha
girls' day out, full of good food, shopping and much more~

today's annni!

really cant wait for d day to be over. as the day approaches, i cant help but feel nauseated and upset and cranky. then again, when it's over, will it really be over?

i think i may have forgotten how it's like to be me anymore.

blueberries are not blue on the inside...

2009-06-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS REALLY A VERY GOOD DAY!
It's been really long since I really felt this free and happy, when I forgot about everything else and just had a nice day studying, laughing and chilling with friends.
AWESOME DAY

Study @ library

Anthia's DIAMOND-super-hard-to-use-touch-screen phone

and her tablet is super fun!!! (reminds me of ms wee somehow LOL)

had awesome jap food at suki, and char joined.

Valerie and Yuting joined too!

I think valerie looks super cute here!!

Mummy bought blueberries! And they taste horrible on their own, so i decided to bake blueberry muffins!

blueberries are not blue on the inside...

HAHAHAHA

look at the jam oozing out!

and some time back on my virgin trip to the flyer

the mini IR with the real one constructing at the back!

the cheapest place to dine, but still really ex anyway

*

2009-06-08T20:42:00.004+08:00

* changed me so so much. I didnt even realised I'm making decisions thinking "* would do this", so that I won't have any much explaining to do. Yet now when everything's changed, when * is totally a different person and not here anymore, I feel a little lost, like I've even lost myself since a few months ago. I'm not really giving my all in anything I do, and this was a deal I had with *.

you destroyed me.

From this day, I'm gonna kick start everything and be back to my old self. No more stoning and wishing everything was back to the way before. No more waiting for things to get better. It's my life, and I'm gonna make things better.

farewell for J2s and waahlah!

2009-06-07T19:06:00.007+08:00

It was the farewell party for j2s on Tuesday

Tessa's house at 11.30am, stoning around for damn long until the rest came, and it was major balloon blowing! my cheeks are limp
there was food and we were pinching even before the seniors came.
then there was a lot of campwhoring taken to a higher level, and even pillowfight!
and the night ended with good food, good drinks, awesome fun, touching video and incomplete goodbyes.

Came back from famine camp last night, it was. $%&^%*&^*&^(*&#*^

I did not eat a single shit for approximately 34 hours. HOW COOL IS THAT!

luckily I had syatirah with me, if not i would have died!

it was really torturous seriously, to only drink plain water, 100 plus, horrible soya bean (and strawberry yoghurt drink and milo and bandung hahah it's not exactly cheating right??).

ACS barker was really pretty (and I still thought my school was rich.)

they just needed real female toilets with toilet paper.

We didn't even get the chance to shower! just imagine that! There was shelter-building under the effing hot sun and newspaper collections and stuff.

The camp ended at D'marquee, concert by zhang hui mei and other performers. really nice!

Too bad I didnt have any photos with my group.

I would have really enjoyed myself if we had food and showering time. haha

My mum was just telling me, that this June is really "action packed"

Daddy's birthday, Jie's birthday, Fathers' day, anniversary, d day, msia aunty.

and then common tests after all the drama.

insane

IT's here!

2009-06-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today!

Night at the museum 2 with Ant and Fr at the Cathay, then we went to meet the rest and shopped in town!! Had loads of fun today. Alright I shant talk much cos there's a lot more to goooooo!

Beatrice was wearing 3 layers

A random Sunday, the homies met up!

GP common test day.

not a good day.

but lunch at RI canteen was fun!

Dance Night 2009

I totally love my friends who were so supportive! I luuurrrveeee the flowers and everything!

Darling Jia ni who gave me my favourite rose!

second day

10SO3R dancers!

I dont look so much like him already right?

It was the last performance for the j2s

At the end of the 2nd day:

I've never received soooo many flowers in a day before!

Dance night was a wonderful experience!

some other random day when we had fondue and went to tampines to meet charz

and yet another random day with 4e1

i've been busy!

Revamp!

2009-06-03T01:11:00.001+08:00

Oh my gosh there's so much to blog about!
I'm so sorry blog, for neglecting you for 2 months, but no worries, I'll be back again.
mega blog revamp

It's been school, street, school, street, school, street....fun stuff.
For now,

batch 09

there's so much more to come.
oh no!

2009-04-04T20:30:00.002+08:00

it was a house built on bamboo stilts. two giants squeezing in to live.
one fine day a strong gush of wind blowing from the southern china sea destroyed the house.
one giant could balance on the stilts, but the other giant just swam away.

.
there can never be two giants.

2009-03-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

I wish to just take my time, wake up at 9am everyday, drink a cup of coffee in 1 hour, read the newspapers, and do my own thing at my own pace.

now, i dont know how i am supposed to feel.
so, i dont feel.

sorry, everything's going down.
I am going down.

"
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, Ive lost my mind
Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
"

2009-03-21T16:47:00.006+08:00

13 March 2009
BLACK FRIDAY

watched Disney on ice with charz!
gosh it was quite embarrassing. but who cares! there were youngsters there too.

mickey and minnie!

Seven dwarfs

Belle~ that blue blue thingy

HAHAHAHH the dragon from Sleeping beauty. SCARY HAHAHA

IT BREATHED OUT FIRE ON ICE!

but the ice didnt melt. idk why.

then there's Cinderella

So pretty!

Went for Zaff's farewell gathering afterwards.

She's off in Dubai now!

17 March 2009

18 March 2009

ECP with the luzers~

19 March 2009

mini 2e5 gathering!

BBQ at Fengrong's.

it was a nice day =D

VERy nice cream and caramel sauce with BBQ-ed BANANAS!

omg yum.

char's really a great cook!

20 March 2009

Street group camwhore!

tired.

but we can still camwhore

ate at j8 and gossip gossip

with cancerous pearls!!!

2009-03-08T14:07:00.002+08:00

The whole of Singapore saw this!
I LOVE MY CAMERA =D

050309 chillin'

zomgzzzzzzz look at my eyebagzzzzzzzz

060309

Met up with the LOVABLE PEOPLE.

oooo sexy pose ;D

Poly procedure- get xrays and flood your body with radioactive stuff.

narcissistic Jo

that's how sick the nehnehs are

Dinner at NYNY AGAIN. =D

gosh i'm late i'm late!

2009-02-28T21:23:00.010+08:00

bbuuuueeelllggghhhhhh

all the photo-indigestion is making me sick.

040209
Mummy's birthday

yay at nyny.

060209
O'night
my OG and the theme was PJs! =D

070209
after Jo's house party, char and i played hockey on Ipod in the bus! =D

I miss you char!

080209
just some random sunday at macs

130209
swimming with jie, then dinner at some fish steamboat thingy. damn shiok!

140209
I spent valentine's day with some bunch of great exclassmates!
we were shopping at Daiso~

and to make my post more educational, i've decided to show you guys what i did in bio prac.
SEA MONKEYS!

the babies!

teenagers i guess?

muahahhahaha the gross-looking adult!

damnnnnnn gross!

PRISCILLA TONG!

Reshmi!

Had class breakfast during civics period.

my class was as usual, some mugger class, and they started mugging.

i might as well just get used to this kind of thing right?

YEAHHHH go BB!!

heh we wrestle with vending machines!

my LU-ZER CLASS!
10SO3R!

had BB-q last night. It was like a house event/party
and it was supah fun. smoke everywhere and the food was kinda yucky.
but overall fun!

Chloe!

Han Sheng!

Aly!

Lincoln!

AND ARE YA READY FOR THE LONG AWAITED PHOTO??

presenting..

MATTHEW CHAN!

MY TWIN!

hahahha do we seriously look that alike?

i think our eyes are quite similar but not to the extent that everyone just gasps when they see this photo!

even my sis got a shock.

2009-02-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

yay so another week has gone by!
it has been really really hectic. but i reckon things will get even more taxing.
my first street training on monday was quite cool and fun, (i had my second training today)
the dance instructor was damnnn gay! gosh he's prolly the only guy i know who can do a split.
had the wave thingy, same like what i learnt at oschool, but i couldn't do it then, i'm trying my best now k!
hahah mondays to thursdays are very very strenuous. my whole body is aching like mad ahhhhh
badminton with kevin, lincoln and amanda was fun! yea thanks to kevin for making us run all around the court. =D
and! i found a lost twin in my school! and it's a guy!
everybody from RI who knows matthew chan will look at me and have that super shocked look.
and soon i'll hear whispers, especially my name.
hahhaha can you imagine, i look like a guy!!
ya i'm talking to him and we're gonna form this SIG, the lookalike geek club.
hahahah we'll have major camwhoring sessions and all that. fun stuff!
and apparently i'm really kind of famous already. every guy who's sees me will go "ehh you're that matthew guy!"
-.-
yea that's my life in raffles. =/

2009-02-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating because everything in jc has been going at roller coaster speed!

anyway school's getting better, one's gotta adapt to changes and move on right?
well orientation was supahh tiring, first week of lessons (last week) was boring because we had like 3 hour breaks between lectures? and this week, the official start of school has been good and bad.
(oh how i miss those long long breaks between lectures. well humans learn to treasure only after they have lost something.)
anyway i made lots of new friends and they're all really great. but there's also that group whom everyone fears.
i really miss y'all so so much! charz jo beat ant fr 4e1 the flocks zhonghua etc etc.
it's kinda tiring to keep socialising, keep introducing yourself blah blah.
anyways i'm in recreational badminton and street dance!
omg i'm damn happy. the jae people were still really worried that we won't be able to get into any cca at all because every cca is filled!
but i'm really really happy now, because i got through the freaky auditions. well now i know that you really have to be very thick-skinned.
hahhaha

my class is 10SO3r.
yess without the 'O' it just spells 'loser'.
hahhaha well that's totally unique and coincidental, so we like it!
hahaha

i'm dreading maths now. i feel like really a loser cuz i cant understand permutations and combinations.
=(
it's only the first chapter ahhhhhhhh

2009-02-08T18:53:00.004+08:00

ahhh feeling so freaking irritable now. i smell like all the cologne that we tried just now. yuck.

i have a gazillion photos to upload, i'm drowning in them! but i'm really too lazy.

orientation the whole week really drained away my energy. i'm still feeling so tired, i dont know why. lessons officially start tomorrow, i still dont know my class/cca and stuff. GAWD so tired.

btw, please visit
http://la-petitmaison.blogspot.com/

2009-02-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

Bittersweet.

first day of school tomorrow, at raffles. i'm having mixed emotions about everything.
Orientation's a whole week, it's called O'Tiero. my group is called OrhHorrrrr

=(

2009-01-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

whoooooo i'm currently blogging on my ipod touch! Sooo interesting! With BRIGHT RED silicon casing. Hehehehe

2009-01-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

Events:
- Outing with Andrea, Fengrong, Anthia, Char, Jo. Fish & Co serves HUGEservings, even for appetisers. Fengrong bakes awesome pineapple tarts, but he's "allergic" to vegetables? Parkway parade reuses CNY pigs disguised as cows. LOL Chinatown has cheap and nice ribbons, buttons and lace! Beatrice, it's LACE.

- 4e1 chalet. ROCKED. Red Cliff II, mahjong, taiti, slap jack, murderer, dark knight, mac breakfast, cockroaches (horror!), kbox (my first time!), bbq, shiokness! Gerald's jealous of my super tanned skin so he called me P.O.S. that assssss. that green green jealous tofu. hahhaha kbox was super crazy and fun, Samuel said he did a screamo. The girls sang along. Shake it by Gerald Travis and Metro Station was really cool! i had satisfying sleep for both nights, i just had to sleep!!

- Shopping with Char. great buys yet again! got more new year clothes, though i've alrdy worn some (heh), Accessorise was having this huge sale, hahhaa we transformed into aunties. okok we didnt la. we were still civilised. got my schooling bag from Stussy too! and a great phone call. (=

- CNY celebration @ zhss. it was great meeting the teachers and juniors. the "performance" was boring, though. it wasn't much of a performance because CO and guzheng didn't perform!

i really don't know what you want. you're hot and you're cold. suddenly you talk all nicely. i dont know you!

i'll post photos when i'm not too lazy. hahaha

THE GREATEST INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE

2009-01-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

This is for you.
We don't know what's the best, but we gave our best.
It sucks to know it's you. Are gifts exchangeable?
But it's okay, no big deal. Next time we'll be smart enough to prevent ourselves from getting hurt.

*

Today was a day well spent with da family
Brunch, morning shopping, and more shopping, and yummalicious homecooked food.
and! bak kwa! hahahahaha
That's all~

The IPod Touch's sold out!!! =(

2009-01-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

"Most importantly, do not have any regrets in life."

RJC.
VJC.
NJC.
ACJC.
AJC.
With my "grass is always greener on the other side" mentality, i'll forever live a life of regrets.

So it's time to kick that aside, for good.
besides, there is no perfect school. every single thing has flaws.

Today was excursion to VJC and NJC. wow i was so so soooooo tempted to choose VJC. Met Daniel there, and this ZH senior, and they totally psychoed us to go there. I was really 75% wanting VJC already. Felt very homely there, i could totally imagine myself studying in that uniform. On the other hand, I didn't want to give up the once in the lifetime chance to get into RJ. Everyone encouraged me to go to RJ too. I was just being a coward. call me chicken, coward cow whatever. I'm indecisive because i didn't want to regret anything, i was afraid to have to go through 2 years living in regret.
i didnt want to go into RJC, being outcasted, being the minority, being the lousier ones.
i didnt want to go into VJC, distance was $#&^%^(%&)(*$&^$!%&^!#&^*%, and i didnt wanna regret giving up RJC everytime i pass by.
such a coward, i know.

we've vexed enough over it, and gone to too many schools. i remembered that i was supposed to feel happy with such a score, especially just 3 days ago.
so much to do, so much to think and consider with so little time.
that's just the pace of life in singapore i guess.
so i just submitted my application, and give myself all the time until 30th to THINK.
at most, i'll just appeal to the other school right?
(though i secretly wish that i can't get into RJ, so when i'm in VJ, i wont get a chance to regret not choosing RJ, since I DID choose them, but they didnt choose me)
or, conventionally, i'll accept it with open arms and embrace my new environment, whatever i'm given.

2009-01-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

CRAP SHIT!
this is so crappy. and reversed. why am i so troubled and vexed, not knowing where to go and stuff.
after one whole day of school hunting i still can't make up my mind.

was at raffles jc, hwachong jc and anglochinese jc with samuel andrew and weiling today.
to see the school environment, people there and stuff.
HC is really huge! very cool and everything. we didnt get to go inside NJ today, so we're gng again tomorrow. AC was good, met seniors jarrett and eugene, they were saying how good the school is, how fun everything is, how strong the school spirit is. but we had a terrible first impression! this super snobby girl totally turned us off. raffles, well, VERY extremely raffles because more than 80% of the students there are rafflesians? 90% of the people who went for their open house were also rafflesians. gawd. felt so weird.

HELP!

learning environment/ stress level/ uniform/ location/ facilities/ entertainment/ relationships/ academics/ cca/ direction/ blending in/ time management etc etc etc.
do our lives need to be so complicated?

let's be rash and adventurous.
or careful and indecisive.
holy holy

caste system, adult rules or wasted fun?

2009-01-13T12:22:00.003+08:00

SHOCKED!
REALLY SHOCKED!

i was so so so happy to see that long long name on the screen. totally unexpected!
no one expected it too!
(except for char who claimed that she's psychic. ahhaha!)
happy happy day!

*edit
man! is it really good when you get the freedom to make your own decisions?
because now i really can't decide for myself and how i wish some one can just choose the right one for me!
(hahahha so that if things don't turn out well i can blame someone. JK!)
bahhhhhh headache!

2009-01-10T11:42:00.004+08:00

09 January 2009

Yesterday's ULTIMATE.

Went swimming alone at the pool, it was shiokness! Gained that wee-bit more water confidence, because I swam in the 2nd lane of the deep pool!

heh i'm on my way to becoming as good as micheal phelps ok! hahahah jk.

i'll be contented enough once i learn how to survive in water. ;D

Later, it was vivo with Bestfriend.

Fun stuff! I love River Island's tag because it's this camera negative thingy with a retro photo, very very nice! But it's all so expensive. AND there was this freaking huge housefly inside the shop! I was just turning the hangers around when whoa, this huge ass housefly with idk, red eyes?? flew and nearly hit me, i'm not exaggerating at all k. yup all the drama.

there were people giving out flyers for this cafe which nobody patronised. hahah it was empty when we went. decided to try their baked mushrooms with butter. YUM!

and that was all I ordered. pathetic hahahhaha

walked around some more.

Got tops from zara and fox, and finally got the jewel crystals very cheap

I wanted to try Prata House's prata very badly because everybody keeps telling me how good it is, so yea went back to serangoon for dinner.

Saw Char's classmates on the way there, and they walked us to Prata House cuz we didn't exactly know the way to Housey.

I like this drink when it's not mixed. hahah when it's mixed, it's just normal milk tea.

I had prata banana, Char had prata bomb, and shared tissue prata!

Weird shape.

And yeah, the prata's damn good! Worth every cent! But Char said that the prata bomb wasn't as good as malaysia's one, because the filling was like, non-existent.

Enjoyed the day!

Going for more shopping with mummy later on, to complete CNY stuffs.

Tomorrow gonna be damn filled. swimming lesson in the morning, followed by furniture shopping with daddy, then if possible mahjong with classmates? still pending, hahaha.

THEN ON MONDAY.

it's the life-changing day for everyone. The anxiety's killing us all.

I'm so happy that Daddy is so supportive of me. Regarding my taste and erm, decisions. He allowed me to choose the colour of the living room walls and now, the furniture. Mummy on the other hand, told me blatantly that she didn't appreciate nor approve at all. I don't know if she was joking or whatever, but it definitely didn't feel good. Daddy's support is so, hmmm nice. hahha i dont know how to describe it. i finally understand how it feels like to need parents' support so much. because when they dont, it just demoralises you so bad.

one thing mummy said touched me a lot though.

me: why are you so anxious about monday? i'm the one who's supposed to be scared and nervous leh, i'm the one who's gonna wait and collect my results and cry.

mummy: because i know this is very important for you wat. so naturally i'm nervous and scared for you also right?

2009-01-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

The painters are here to paint the walls and ceilings, and i'm stuck in my room!!
=((
i didn't even get to drink a drop of water since i woke up.
this sucks. and stinks too.

yesterday was so fun!
swimming at jurong.
the blue and pink slides, lazy river and tide pool. SO FUN!
but i hate the after effects. i'm so black now i hate it!!!
dont like tanning at all. i applied sunblock! but i didnt wait long enough and i entered the pool already. =((((
ahhhhh so black.

more or less done with my cny shopping~ excited!

2009-01-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

2009 has been rather smooth. =)

Eating broccoli without snatching with Jie sure feels weird.
I'M NOT MISSING YOU JIE, don't get me wrong.
heh

Char and I totally scared ourselves silly, we thought results day was this coming thursday and freaked out! I even checked out ChannelNewsAsia ok! Turned out, the news was posted last year January. -.-
not reliable at all.
it's 12jan.
I guess I won't really be able to sleep at all on Sunday night.

Ok, back to the OC.

HELLO 2009

2009-01-03T13:03:00.008+08:00

The Best Countdown Ever

Dinner at Chomps, chilled at Ice Cube, madness at Jo's.

Last photo of 2008!

First photo of 2009!

Yum~

Teaching Jo, Ant and Char how to play Asshole Taiti. ahahhahah

Viewers discreetion

"hey mdm, your newborn baby is a.... turtle."

Hahahahhahah!

Wow can't believe it's 2009 already. I'm seventeen this year! gosh. sixteen is comfortable, seventeen is just, a bit too much.

this year's gonna be a blast!

i promise. ;D

2008-12-24T12:20:00.002+08:00

OMG! christmas is just tomorrow and i can't wait!
actually i think i'll enjoy xmas eve better, because it's usually the anticipation and counting down that's fun.
checking in for the chalet later, and I'M THE DEEJAY YO!
HAHAH
ok i'm not, i just choose the songs to blast over the speakers.
LOL

so, the year's coming to an end, strangely i haven't done my new year resolutions, haven't started mourning for the reopening of school (hahah! sad for you if you're still in zh) and haven't done those pre-newyear stuff.
and it's a bit fast right?

i'll leave ya soon enough.
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

2008-12-21T16:45:00.002+08:00

Talking to my China buddy over msn is just the funniest and dumbest shit ever.
I type in English, and she replies in Chinese.
I dont exactly know how to type Chinese, and it's really weird to reply in different languages, so i end up typing hanyupingyin.
which gets even weirder.
hhahhahah
and i realised i've been using lots of local short-forms and she doesn't understand any of it.
hahhahaha
like omg, lol, idk, ystd, gng, gtg, and a lot more.
hahahhahaha

2008-12-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

Today was record-breaking day!

All the ladies were bag-shopping. At Burberry, mum bought jie a bag.
0.0
at LV, Aunty Kat bought matching bags and this pouch thing.
0.0
and i was getting dizzy, really! hahahha
because of the price tags.
lol naw, it's just the flu bugggggg
branded stuffs scare me!

Then in the evening, we made Tangyuan!
because glutinous rice flour is used, is it called glutinous rice balls??
i dont know, but it's pink and white!
and cuz some pink colouring got into the white, the balls looked like the raspberry ripple icecream!
so pretty.

YesMan is so funny!

BOOM

2008-12-18T00:31:00.010+08:00

When people get less of you, will they appreciate you more?

07 December 2008 Sunday ~ Wei Hao's big day

A cardy-card card =)

Everyone laughed!

14 December 2008 Sunday ~ Trip to JB

If Singapore was called the garden city, i wonder why malaysia is not called city of jungles, or just jungles.

I broke into the picture. My ah gong is so super cute right!

Lunch was at

Nice food, nice people there.

So everyone snatches food! =D

DS freaks. hahahha so during the long coach rides, you either

a) take photos like you've never taken photos before, or
b) play DS. i like zookeeper

Headed to some chocolate factory shop, and they said their cocoa oils were used in SK2 products.

hmmmm i thought it was rice or something? lol

We learned how palm oil is produced right down from harvesting the palm seeds from the trees.

amazing!

The whole fruit thing came crashing down!

So this thing is alllllll oil! don't eat it man!

Then some IOI big boss' private garden. zomg he has a private international garden, a private mini zoo, villa, big houses for his servants, and a school! he's like, setting up a mini kingdom of his own!

Then we went to some super mega shop that sells exotic flavours of food. and apparently, coffee and pandan is, exotic? hahhaha i went all around trying samples.

HAHHAHAAHHA

Dinner was at

Finally, a clean area with clean toilets. and they had a live "band" singing!

so nice!

And we saw santa climbing up the xmas tree.

hahahhaha

And this is called, DEATH BY OWN HAIR.

so that sums up my day in JB. Boring cuz there wasn't shopping (haha) but still very interesting because i learnt so many new things, saw so many new stuff (ya la, i haven't seen a lot), appreciate the cleanliness of singapore toilets(hahaha) and lots lots more.

AND TODAY.

Throat's a bane. Because it's burning.

Simple day out with sis:

1) Finally caught TWILIGHT

2) Haji Lane, searched for costumes

3) Window shopping for the broke ass

4) Budget Xmas-presents-shopping at ******

5) ogling Robert Parttinson

1) Yeap Twilight is amazing! Still the book is much better. They changed parts here and there, very rushed, but stilllllllllllllllllll , what can you say about Edward Cullen? Nothing! Because he just turns you speechless with amusement and awe. =D

I reread the book many times, and i'm still not sick of it. hahhaha

The both of us are still suffering from bad withdrawal symptoms.
we also read that New Moon will be out Nov'09, but that's only in the US, who knows when it'll reach SG. and it's so much fun when your 21yearold sister is crazy over twilight with you! now that she's into it, i'll have to start watch The O.C. it's this pact we had luh.

2) We found a really cool costume shop at Haji Lane, Jie needed to get a costume for her buddy's birthday-costume party. Settled for this nice, erm, sexy Snow White costume? hhahhahah not fairytale-ish at all, but, you get the idea. hahha awesome anyway. There were so many cool masquerade masks and interesting costumes! I might dress like a pirate or magician some halloween. maybe not. hahhahah

3) Shopped around that street, saw so many stuffs, wanted to get em, bahhhhh whatever next.

it feels miserable to be broke in this holiday season. =(

4) okay, budgetted shopping isn't great, but it's great when you find good deals everywhere. LOL

5)more ogling. still ogling. not over ogling.

hahhahhahahhahah

cool day ahead tomorrow, gonna celebrate Ant's belated birthday!

hmmm there's lots to expect!

g'day~

2008-12-16T12:13:00.003+08:00

Everyday's a new challenge~

Stella, is officially BROKE. broke to the small dollars. What can a man do with less than 20 dollars to live through next January?
hmmmm.

I'll survive! =D

Yesterday, i was at chinatown with Charz BF. By BF it means best friend, not boyfriend. hahha
Spent a bomb on craft stuff for christmas pressies. oh man
today too.
T_T
and i got a very very very pretty and suitable '09 schedule book,
it's pricey, thank god mummy paid. and i'm a lifetime member of... Artbox?
lol LIFETIME.
what if i die tomorrow?
*touch wood*

so there's so much to do, and christmas is just next week!
I've got to, prepare a whole lot of presents, get drinks for the chalet (kill me! all cans!) and *****
hmmm

pics up for my one day trip to malaysia, soon.

2008-12-13T15:35:00.002+08:00

hello.
So i'm back!
and let me summarise the main things:
so I highlighted my hair, it's kinda light brown, and i think i look super lian-ish.
but since it's only for a short while, might as well live with it. hahhaha

I've gotten my job at Precious Moments, but yesterday was my last day there.
a & b were so cute, a already misses me, and b treated me to a drink.
aa was being a total meanie, but he's cool. my father ahhhh!

i feel absolutely set free now, all the unhappy moments will be over. =)

and i got a new oven, which is so great this means i can bake whenever i feel like it.
heh

i also can't wait for all the good movies to be out!
twilight and angus, thongs and perfect snogging!
18dec will be so cool.

and now, i'll finally have time for everything.
badminton, swimming, time to party, chill, and wait for christmas?
i can't wait for christmas too, the chalet and bbq.
then i'll find a 3-week job, wait for results and whooosh!
=D

experiment ovens

2008-12-12T09:25:00.006+08:00

BAKING DAY
flour, caster sugar, baking powder, corn flour, vanilla essence, milk, 4 colours of readymade icing
AND LOTS OF PATIENCE =)

The muffins didn't turn out well. It tasted more like bread. hahahha

Introducing, CLAMMY!

Jimmy Neutron/Elvis Presley

whatever you like, it's gingerbread. heh

I mixed all the 4 colours of icing together, pink, blue yellow and white, and got grey =)

I tried to make cookie monster on the cookie. lol?

Playing with colours~

All the beautiful-super-white-unsucessful-horrible-tasting-breadlike muffins.

=((

what a waste. it was really so horrible.

hahhaha

but the cookies were so yummy and pretty!

2008-12-08T23:34:00.003+08:00

IT'S A BIG BIG SECRET.

i am
- used
- very tired
- pessimistic
- imapatient

i am a frigging slut.

enough?

O-FICALLY mine

2008-11-29T17:49:00.009+08:00

*

Help boost the tourism industry?

oooloooo malls have very nice elevators with chandeliers inside!

plus very small and sad fountains. rofl

Horrible expensive starchy italian ice cream.

THE angry monkey.

when i'm 18 =)

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

MIDNIGHT SHOPPING AT MUSTAFA

funness. big shopping dudes! =D

at 1am,

Job's started and it's very sleepy-ish.

A & B.

thanks a lot darlings.

take flight

2008-11-22T20:23:00.004+08:00

"Give me your hand and I will never let you fall."

She's happy with her RAINBOW TOTE BAG.
=]

Concussion from basketballs

Super-Charmaine to the rescue!

I know those little girls.

*
and
Today was awesomeness!

2008-11-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

stomach pain!!
i really can't go near carbonated drinks and crabs.

booooooo

when it comes

2008-11-19T21:17:00.003+08:00

I stay up late, and do all sorts of nonsense.

BEFORE:

AFTER:

It's only acrylic paint, but i think it really looks like wood =D

FINAL PRODUCT:

daddy thought i bought the clock from IKEA. rofl
please, IKEA doesn't sell such rubbishy stuff.

i stay up late, and think about.... food?
and i whip it up the next morning =)

boiled brocolli + eggs + hotdogs + improvised biscuit crumbs = yyuuuummmmm!
It has an eggy base hahhaha

omelettes are much easier to cook at home, on a flat and round cooking pan, rather than at Seoul Garden. lol

and and and!

"and it was such a nice day with you in the sun."

new face

2008-11-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

polished and trimmed nails.
short fringe.
fine makeup.

it's the dazzle.

seasons change

2008-11-18T19:54:00.004+08:00

16 November '08

Happy Sweet Sixteen ZX~
Hope you liked your present and enjoyed your special day.

Had lunch at Pizza Hut, and went to her house to slack. Watched the first half of The Notebook.
great show! and ZX, the Noah is sooooo handsome! =D

This chicko-mango salad is yum! *salivates*

We're on Seventeen!

hahhaha our favourite magazine and we're the covergirls.

i was bored for a while. so you see, everything is possible with photoshop. =)

and i dont think i can ever be an editor for the magazine.

17 November '08

Char's back from Msia and we went to town to shop shop before the interview.

OMGz i spent so much. on practically everything i could lay my hands on.

room stuff, clothes, accessories, pouches, clips, hair combs, scrunchies, hairbands, etc etc...

and i love WH!

my arms are aching from carrying the shopping bags.

thank goodness charmaine helped me with the bags while i went for my job "interview" with ZX and Mich.

headed to Gloria Jeans, shopped even more.

%*(*#$%$#@#

bought this ystd. and that white fur ball thing is a very adorable seal. =)

The christmas lights were up and it was, nice.

There were people giving out free hugs ;D

TODAY.

Altered and hung the curtains.

i dont ever want to do this kind of thing again!

blah blah * * * ###

Yay my wardrobe's coming tomorrow and my room makeover will finally be done!

there will finally be space to walk and sit in the living room.

hahhahahh

and my room will look so so pretty!

*excited

can't wait for tomorrow!

g'day~

it's a grown up world

2008-11-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

I AM HIRED! =D

2008-11-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

yes yes i'm free as a bird! but i'm busy like shit.

"so please don't take my sunshine away..."

Thursday afternoon was spent with the class at Seoul Garden! HELL FUN. Fried rice, omelette with tadpoles, sambal fish, corn syrup ice cream etc etc etc.
INNOVATIVE!
but does innovation include cooking garlic chicken in soup?
hmmmm

still can't find Eclipse!
but i find this quite funny.

see?

painted my walls SKY BEIGE.
but it looks more like totally white to me...
whoa painting is very very tiring work.
i salute you bangalas! seriously!
now i have muscles on my arms. and it's still painful okay.
going IKEA to get the rest of my furniture later~ *excited*

ciao you lovables~

2008-11-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

Chemistry's done!
sweep sweep sweep

Thanks ZXnie and michy. hahhahahhahaha for the present today. very good luck-y. =)

and i can't wait for tomorrow's celebration with the class at seoul garden! it's gonna be a blast.

biology's gonna be easy like peas. i hope.

tuds~

2008-11-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

"It's your turn to tell the story."

how lovely.

the limits

2008-11-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

Bloody bloody excited!
Only chemistry and biology paper one left. Thats, fast.
=)

This morning after the paper was spent with the Homies. It's been long and refreshing, it's necessary. Cold cut trio, yum. evil twins have very similar taste buds.

packed a little of the old stuff again and sneezed like mad, as usual. discovered more juicy juicy secrets again~ okay, not that secretive, but interesting all the same.

I'm filled to the brim! Gonna go run run run, buy wall paint with J, study chemistry for a bit, practise some questions, finish my canvas (hopefully) all by tomorrow.

Stupid Charmaine la, she's having her last paper tomorrow, and i have some more days to go. BUT IT'S OKAY.

Wednesday, i dont know.
Thursday's party time!
and i'll have to finish packing, do or die, by Friday morning.
and then it's HERE. and gone.
then there's saturdayyyyyy and sundayyyyyy whooooooooooooooo
and there's some MORE to come. =)

2008-11-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT.
is amazing.
cant wait for the movie. it's coming! this 18dec. i'm on a date with the Cullens~

so much to do, so little time
;D

craze

2008-11-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

"Maybe I'm only human."

SECOND CHANCES

2008-11-07T19:52:00.007+08:00

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH ALL OF YOU?

after 13nov all my 2years' worth of "precious treasures" will be reduced to trash.

My baking + cooking book

doodled and decorated it myself~

not my own recipes though. and i can't cook without burning anything.

this thing is just for fun =)

and i saw some really really pretty cupcakes in the library books!

there's more in my cam, but it'll take too long to upload. but all these are just so prettttyyyyy

And this is just a very pretty flower that beatrice and i saw at the park opposite the library.

it has NECTAR GUIDES. =D

and i swear i will kill you 10 by 10.

RAFFLES CITY

2008-11-07T15:47:00.009+08:00

I like Ellen Degeneres, she's funny and she makes me laugh. =)

*

YESTERDAY

THE MARKET PLACE.

Beware! Obscene content! xD

Silicon plus pomelo juice plus cellulose= huge tits?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

future models. look out for us on the next hairdye box.

SEXY BABES. tell me if you want their numbers.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

HCL'S DOWN

2008-11-05T20:06:00.002+08:00

my mood------ =D

hcl's over!
here i come triple science mcq
here i come big fun holiday!
here i come freedom (pui)!
here i come fun fun fun!

put it together

2008-11-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG LIYAN!

today, (and yesterday) i've been packing, dumping, dusting, sneezing, rummaging, picking, all my old school stuff.
very very nostalgic. and nice.
i miss the old times, but now it's time to move on, so into the rubbish bin they go!

psst!
i like it raw.

2 WEEKS DOWN

2008-11-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

i really miss you, but i dont want to be there for you anymore.

*

2 weeks of olevels down!
wheee! technically, i can count o's as OVER.
=) because there's only HCL, and triple science MCQs left.
whooooo shioknesssssssss
really really happy and excited and i really really can't wait anymore!!!!!

okay. i'm actually very very very calm. =)

so the last few weekends, i've been a kiasu-kia and studying at the library.
and soon everything will be over.

and one of the worst parts of growing up, is growing out of your toys and have to give/throw them away. because you dont want to but you know you have to, to make space for stuff that you really have to use. that's just such a sad thing.

it was that time of the year =)

2008-10-19T14:39:00.004+08:00

[char's very very nice card]
well happy birthday to me yesterday =)

it was the most eventful birthday ever. so many different things happened from 12am to 12am!
thanks to everyone who made it extra special! especially people who stayed up late just to wish me!
family, liyan, beatrice, andrew, jolene, charmaine, donovan, belinda, cheeyew, sophia, anthia, huixian, michelle, zixin, samuel........ etc. sorry if i forgot your name, yesterday was really overwhelming!
I got punked, real bad, every year, by the crazy two. seriously oh my goodness it was hellish. ahhahaha but yeah thanks a lot man. hhahaha
wow i'm especially grateful to charmaine jolene liyan and samuel!

so anyway, headed to drive-in-mac to study (yes, i still studied yesterday hahhaa), later got punked by jo and char, then had dinner with my family (daddy couldnt come though) and charmaine and later at the hub. whoa yesterday was nutsy!

we went to the playground =)
there was no one when we went, later all kids started streaming in and we felt so embarassed to snatch swings with them, so yeah it was funny

art students.... draw wherever they go. ahhahahhaha

jo left first cos she needed to go for some wedding dinner. hahhaha my birthday's their wedding anniversary! so cool!

char's having suicidal thoughts. rofl

Dinner was cool~

had one small slice of cake cos i couldnt exactly eat such stuff and no one else wanted to eat cake
=/
so it was a small small blackforest.
but it was nice hahhaha

my mummy!

we were really tired at the hub

jolene's present! and i like it alot! =D

yes i really dont like having it 2days before this.
people forget, but that's okay.
just dont give the shittiest reasons like not having a calendar at home -.-

what's 10 years compared to 6 or 4 years?

happiness~

the last hour of being 15

2008-10-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

Today, last day of being 15! =)

Less than 6 hours of sleep last night again, but still going strong heh~

headed to the library in the morning, BY MYSELF.

lone ranger, it's kinda cool actually, blasting music in my ears, going wherever i want etc etc.

until MR OPPOSITE-NICE-LOOKING-UNCLE came and join me on the table

hahahhahah MR ONLU.

jie joined me later in the afternoon. hahahhah she helped me with this differentiation question! but we both took so long. long enough for me to take so so many lame photos =D

it was freezing!

Oh today MR ONLU, had this girlfriend, apparently they had such a big fight that MS GIRLFRIEND rather sit with a stranger than MR ONLU! LOL

and her face was black like the black hole.

sucker.

i dont like her. because she was so so cold to MR ONLU. hahahhahahhah

they went to the opposite table when it was available, to have their own little private sweet sweet world when MR ONLU went to find MS GIRLFRIEND.

imma gossip mag.

lol

check out the latest gossip yo! ;D

I did loads of work today still! yay!

amath, chemistry, physics and a teeny weeny bit of geography.

there's more to go.

stressssss?????????????

ahhhhhhhhh i'm embracing the last hour of being 15!

it's great.

the last photo of being 15~

i'm superwoman

2008-10-16T23:15:00.004+08:00

It's really strange now...

i didn't sleep at all last night, caught a short nap and woke up at 9.30 this morning and headed to school. wanted to self study, but in the end, i had short Q&A sessions with miss tan, mrs ngiam, and mrs ho. accomplished quite a lot and did maths, cleared all my doubts. I feel great!

had the lessons with yifeng, jessica and teddy. talked a lot and found out more about them. but, it's all late cos we all dont really have chances to hang out.

anyways,

at night, did only a few maths qns, dont really know how i took 3 hours after dinner to complete 6 short short questions.

=DD

And still not feeling tired.

fun-ness.

maybe it's because of the cup of corn from macs!

my glutton sister ordered chicken foldover at 1am last night!

poor me, i was so tempted but i cant eat all those stuff. so corn for me~

i had margarine and chilli and ketchup. hahhaaahhahaah

my glutton sister =D

maybe the secret to having bursts of energy the entire day is genetically modified corn with margarine, ketchup and chilli?

you should try it.

hahhaha

I gave my mummy a big teddy bear hug just now.

felt like a little girl all over.

there's a child in all of us. ;D

and have i ever mentioned how cute david archuleta is in his crush video?

hahhahahhahahaha

gone are the days

2008-10-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

WASTED.
oh well, there goes saturday, sunday, monday and tuesday.
how bout wednesday??
i dont know.

STELLA IS BLOODY PISSED.
at her own stomach.
everything's topsy turvy. refuses to give in.
bahhhhhhh

i havent eaten any real food, for all i DRANK was diluted porridge, honey and ribena?

eyebags, eyerings, yellow skin.
what a prettttttyyy sight.

imma gonna recover by tomorrow.
i swear.
cuz i'm the psychic.

and you're not ;)

i can feel?

curses

2008-10-12T21:53:00.003+08:00

=((

my stomach velly velly pain!! =((
waaahhhh-llaaaaooooooooeeeeehhhhhhhhhh

@%^*&^(%*&^%#$#!#$%^&*&

anyways.
arigato jie, mummy, daddy charmaine, beatrice, jo.

*
there's still bio tmr.
lols what's graduation?

rad grad photos

2008-10-11T18:27:00.011+08:00

ALL SMILES- HAPPY GRADUATION 2008

gifts for everyone

gifts from everyone =)

Badminton after school

=D

walkway to school i'll never forget.

Breakfast at MACS.

Last recess

my face turns yellow, blue, purple?

2008-10-11T16:50:00.003+08:00

GRADUATION- OVER.

WE ARE THE GRADUANDS

me? i'm identity-less.
lol
graduation was sad.

it was even sadder after that.
missed out lunch with clique, missed out dinner at vivo with e1.
so sad sad sad!

was outside the mrt station when i started to feel nauseous and puked.
embarrassing. hahha
thank god charmaine was with me.
lol

slept like a pig, didnt eat anything. puked and puked.
so gross.
it took me 16 years to realise that i have a weak stomach
bahhh

more photos. later~